The Shadow of Deceit

And then, When there is none

Most of the time when i cry,
I've got a scar to heal,
A pain to be felt,
Even if its only me in condemn,
It'll always be only me to conceal,
To confront,
And then, when there is none
I look right in the mirror and say
"See, a shadow of deceit. " 

A shadow of deceit,
smirked to the wicked you,
acquainted I call you,
"hello! make yourself feel like home",
handshakes and the hugs,
And hence permit you to 
Add an another flavor to my version of sad,
And then, when there is none,
I look right in the mirror and whisper
" I hope I wish....."
But all I can see is a shadow of deceit.

A shadow of deceit,
Stood still one day,
"It's the thing with people"
It say
"they are More like:
top most leaf of the tallest tree
swirl differently in with every other wind strokes",
And then, when there is none,
I want to sit back quiet
And listen to people when they talk in sleep,
And their inked heart when they don't believe,
So to reach the darkness they meet,
'Cause the shadow always deceits.

When the world went quite,
In the blessings and In the curse,
In the praise and In the worse,
And even if its only me in condemn,
It'll only be me to conceal,
To confront,
And then, when there is none,
I look right in the mirror and,
The shadow of deceit
Got it's face in me.
                      -Manvii Kardam