I Believe

I have got less to say
I have got less to share
But I believe 
I believe in a lot of things
I believe in the fragrance
Of the flowers
Far distance 
From where I belong 
I believe 
I believe in pages 
Of the book
Someone might to holding
For that little joy
I believe
I believe in the water
Everflowing 
Or even stopped.
Someone might be looking 
For quite and calm 
I believe 
I believe in the star
Up there
That some little girl
She looks daily for hope.
I believe 
I believe in the granny
In the moon
The one who looks up and
Wonders does she really exist?
I believe 
I believe in the universe
that supports 
my family 
the  boy I love
The friend I love
and I
I believe
I believe in
every person 
who are not believing themselves
I believe

And I, I believe in you,
Though I have got less to say
and I have got less to share
But I believe.

The World

The world where I live is like
The clock's ticking 
The sunflower's withering
The shine's dulling
The colors fading
And the unicorns 
Disappearing

The world 
Where no one smiles
And can't sit for a while
The world where
There's no peace
Just competition and grieves
The world where there is no shine
Only dull and grey all around

The world where paper  written 
Has more value
Then what you say
The world where 
No one cares 
If Are you okay?

I fear
The world where 
There is no clock to tic
no flowers to wither
No shine to dull
No colors to fade 
No unicorn to disappear 
Is safer and sound 
Than where I live 
That is my world's gist 
And they say unicorn doesn't even exist.


This Day

This world is a beautiful place
You have people to share
Things to do
Good books to read
Scenes to see.
Wind to feel
And unicorns to imagine.

But somedays 
Are just as grey.
The days that suffocates
The days, where you snuggle
Inside your blanket
But couldn't feel safe.
The days when you try speaking 
Truth of yours 
But the words couldn't escape.
The days where 
There's nothing to do 
Just sitting alone 
In a sour way.
The days that tears you apart 
And when you imagine
You couldn't find no unicorns
To mend your heart.

SHELL


I, a cocoon 
was made to live inside a shell
Living and breathing inside the shell

I, a cocoon
Was bound to see life inside the shell
To imagine life inside the shell

I, a cocoon
Was afraid to get out of the shell
To break the barriers of the shell

I, a cocoon
Was safe inside the shell
The world was sound inside the shell

I, a cocoon 
Was growing inside the shell
Trying to see through the shell

I, a cocoon
Isn't fit for the shell
My definition now is not the shell

I, a cocoon
Am breaking the shell

I, a butterfly 
Is not the shell

I, a butterfly 
Is not made for the shell

Cactus


I might appear beautiful 
to you
I might even look smart
You've always
looked at me from distance
Smiling at me
Or even waving, sometimes.
I know you think
I'm like this, healthy and fresh
You might be thinking 
of getting closer to me
To know me a Lil well
And even might be
Imagining what it's like
to be with me.
By now, you've observed me 
Enough to know
I'm low maintenance.
But, I'm like cactus.
The nearer you get
the more you'd know
And I'm afraid,
You'd know, know me.
The nearer you get
The clearer you'll be 
able to see
All the scars 
I'm capable of giving.
You'll know there'll always
be a distance between you and me.
You might even like me then.
But still, you won't 
Touch me 
Or caress me 
Or let me rest my head on your lap.
Then eventually 
You'll walk away.
Leaving me on my own.
With all my glooms and thrones.
Because you say:
"Your thorns won't make you bleed
and won't let me stay.

Garden

When you feel low
And quietism hits you
And you won't feel like talking
And everything is slow
Then I'll plant flowers in you hair
Fresh and bright
To make you feel like home

When you are walking 
And feel alone
And reach the point
From where
There's no where to go
And dead end hits you 
Then I'll paint those flower yellow
Fresh and bright 
To make you feel like home.

When there's no wind
And stillness overtakes
No tress are dancing
And your heart aches
Then I'll water those flower 
To nurture then
To fresh and bright 
To make you feel like home